1) Give two of your children away to another mom
2) Fight with that new mom
3) Have her vow never to let you see the kids again
4) Have her accuse you of child abuse
= I'm down 8.5 lbs in 7 days!!!
UPDATE Ok, I've since been to the temple and have arrived at a place where I feel a lot of peace and closure with the whole situation. It's been a hard week but I know my heart is in the right place now, where as before I was just panicking about losing control and losing children. It's all good.